Answer: Shoot, wenker!Question: As long as i do not mention the girl for a while, or T&T? OK, i reflect in other words: still waiting for Bratot, the lost Jura Lamb?
A: Ha, that is a good one! Well i said he is kind of rűcksichtlos straightforward, self assured and black and white from the beginning did i not? And i also said i just start and he can jump on the boat later. Whenever he wants and with whatever attitude or intentions. So this is a paste job. It is really not that i am trying to or am able to discover another Himalaya ape on high altitudes to save him or it from drowning. This is a variant on the fittest and i am love drugged.
Q: Do i watch out for cliches and metaphors and repeating what is already said like i do now and do i watch out for the listeners behind the back who pretend they are just passing by but nail and burn a person on recyclable crosses, who play with ones moral conscience and want me to crawl up to them and say: please or this is what i said when i sincerely do mean something different?
A: Question?
Q: Ahum, if this interview is an empirical exercise, does it work now after writing about 4000 of these self reflecting words?
A: Thumb up, at least that is what it tries to be. Smile!
Q: Professor Y and some other looser meeting on a bench in the park?
A: The emotion of spoken language through the written form! Just reflect on that a bit, dear Professor Y! get your noodle in gear!
Q: Yes?
A: Well, interviewing oneself, and publishing it, is a kind of observing and testing ones inside as much as the outside. Writing thoughts out loud is a form of word science. Ha, I guess most people start looking for some Freudian link but that is too easy for me. So, Louis Ferdinand Celine and his Professor Y is not so far fetched and closer to me. Also in another sense though. He did create that text out of frustration not being heard in the days after the war. Nobody took him serious or bought his books anymore. Well do not shout into my face i should not have a claim to equal that noble writer, i would not dare, but there are some interfaces here. If that is the right word... Falling asleep!
Q: Aha? No, sorry, i am not on a roll today... so i struggle but also avoid to continue this silly mirror battle leading to pseudo intellectual blabla, faceboy!
A: Go to bed... Although it is raining outside and i haven't sorted out the holiday snaps yet.
Q: Will i get a story while i fall asleep or should i count the sheep?
A: This monkey gets no sweet today. Where have i been.
Q: Can i have the last word? Is it really pouring or just raining or more like drizzling?
Photo: Grimstad, 24 July 2009, Sluik seems to forget to look back but does nothing else.
